Missing you...

I just can't stop the tears...I miss you so much...I am sitting here, reading some of your emails...your last email to me was so lovely...so you...I just can't believe you are gone...Did you know how much I LOVED you? I'm sorry sweetie, I wish I could go back in time...I would run in to the ER with you...and shout at the top of my lungs that you were having a heart attack...and then maybe...those few minutes would have made a difference...I miss, miss, miss you...

My heart is yours.